My Current Situation
I never thought I was "enough" when it came down to helping people heal their broken hearts. After all, there are people with more degrees than a thermometer that have written self-help books that surpass my educational expertise.
Life has a way of educating you. Often times, we are educated in the lap of pain. I just don't believe that pain has NO PURPOSE. For me, I believe that my PURPOSE is to do just what I am doing - reaching out to YOU.
My journey has been painful but for the first time in my life I can write and not cry. I can fully describe my plight without reservation. I am not looking over my shoulder in the face of my former abuser, I am no longer re-playing the event from the posture of fear. I NOW feel fully equipped to speak confidently to YOU.
Perhaps I always did have the power and authority to interact with all of you - difference is now - "I" feel I have the ability to reach down inside of many of you - and speak from a posture of "I have been there".
This time - it with no tears.
Life has a way of educating you. Often times, we are educated in the lap of pain. I just don't believe that pain has NO PURPOSE. For me, I believe that my PURPOSE is to do just what I am doing - reaching out to YOU.
My journey has been painful but for the first time in my life I can write and not cry. I can fully describe my plight without reservation. I am not looking over my shoulder in the face of my former abuser, I am no longer re-playing the event from the posture of fear. I NOW feel fully equipped to speak confidently to YOU.
Perhaps I always did have the power and authority to interact with all of you - difference is now - "I" feel I have the ability to reach down inside of many of you - and speak from a posture of "I have been there".
This time - it with no tears.
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